I'm saddened today because I feel as if I am not doing enough.
Not enough for my wonderful husband.
Or my sweet and loving son.
Or for my sweet and beautiful daughter.
I am afraid that the stress of our situation is going to hurt my family or my marriage. I am afraid that I do not have the strength to be as patient as I need to be or have as much faith as I should.
I am fearful because I am not sure that I have it in me to do all I need to. I feel as if I am not capable of doing enough to be deserving of great things. Or even of good things.
I do not like this feeling and as such have decided that I need to seek comfort. And what better comfort is there than that of our Heavenly Father.
This has provided me with hope.
Tomorrow or Thursday I think I'll take a trip here.
I can't wait!